gosh, i miss him already eventho we just spent talking on the phone for hours.... for 5 hours to be exact.
i love him, i love tony.
Saturday, 30 April 2011
when im doubting myself.....
i just pick up the phone and call him. and all the doubtness gone. hearing his voices and laughs make me feel warm. im happy and this is what i want.
Friday, 29 April 2011
kisses
ok this is will be the last post from the office. imma out soon!!!!!!!
this post shows how many kisses tony gave me once before i go to bed :
*smiling while im sleeping...*,
Audelia
this post shows how many kisses tony gave me once before i go to bed :
*smiling while im sleeping...*,
Audelia
still friends
remember i once said me and tony used to be bestfriend ?? this is one of many proves about how we used to communicate with each other before we took our friendship to the next level :
if you guys understand the topic, you will know that this kinda conversation ONLY happens between friends.
*mind the date*
if you guys understand the topic, you will know that this kinda conversation ONLY happens between friends.
bad day
we had our bad days............ but always ends with laughter.
kisses,
Audelia
i pretend to be mad at him, actually, he doesnt know that i can't be mad at him,how can you be mad at someone you love the most ?
kisses,
Audelia
bgt(banget.red)
banget means a lot,very much depends on the context of the sentences. it shows a large amount,sometimes means limitless, example : "how much do you love me..?" "i love you so much/ (i love you banget)" :)
see what my boy said to me :
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *turn crazy*
Regards,
Audelia
see what my boy said to me :
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *turn crazy*
Regards,
Audelia
i just wanna say
I LOVE TONI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg he's like the sweetest person everrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!
some people see him as a creepy person but to me he is the sweetest,softest,kind-hearted person ever!!!!!!!!
he rarely say something sweet, but when he said it, feels like he mean it with all of his heart!!!! *melted*
he once said (after i cried so hard bcos he did something i dont like)
so.. i just wanna say (if only tony reading this) :
i love you,tony. you,your past,your flaws,your incapabilities,and all about you. let's face the future together, with our hands both holding to each other. :)
Regards,
Audelia
omg he's like the sweetest person everrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!
some people see him as a creepy person but to me he is the sweetest,softest,kind-hearted person ever!!!!!!!!
he rarely say something sweet, but when he said it, feels like he mean it with all of his heart!!!! *melted*
he once said (after i cried so hard bcos he did something i dont like)
T(tony) : "i will do anything.... to make you never ever cry like that again.."
Me(me) : *still sobbing* "huu........promise..?"
T : "i promise..."see?? isnt he the sweetest guy ever...? :") , or hear this one out :
M : "You gotta believe that at the end of the day you will have a happy ending tony..."
T : "yeah im just glad.. in a situation like this i still have you, or i think i will go crazy and mad..."
M : "i hope you will always be happy..."
T : "im happy as long as youre with me .."
M : *melted + speechless* "...............yes yes"ohhhhhh definetily will post something like this a lot..................! i want to make a memories about this kinda moment!!!!!!!!!!!!! :')
so.. i just wanna say (if only tony reading this) :
i love you,tony. you,your past,your flaws,your incapabilities,and all about you. let's face the future together, with our hands both holding to each other. :)
Regards,
Audelia
a day after the super royal wedding..
Dear readers,
i know i havent continue the last post which is Tony pt. 2. err not in the mood to do such post, maybe later ill catch up with that. sorry! im a mess, i know, im not supposed to be messin with my own blog but like wth. what shud i do if i want to write something other than that....... shud i continue it first so that i can write another post after that ? ughhh ok movin on
so yesterday , 29 April 2011 was the day that The Royal Family of United Kingdom (i dont know the correct term of them,lol) or shud i say the monarch of UK or the family of Queen Elizabeth II (ok its not gettin any better) held the most awaited wedding for this century. its the His Royal Highness Prince of Wales William Arthur Philip Louise, Duke of Cambridge (i dont know how such name can fit into a pasport or and ID card?) and Her Royal Highness Princess of Wales Catherine Middleton (omg she got the titled PRINCESS) wedding that took place inWestminster Abbey,London. you guys can google all the details about the wedding itself cos the details was like zillionnnnnnnnnnns if i write it down here one by one imma gonna die, ok.
i just want to say its like THE FAIRY TALE like real real one im not kidding you, not trying to exaggerating something here,seriously. i know some people react way too much but im not blaming them for that, the wedding is every little girls dream wedding shud be. from the ceremony,reception,gown,little details about the guests,the reaction of UK's citizens. all over the top. and it was magical. Kate was like princess with the beautiful gown, at first i think it was too simple but actually it was the right choice, the simple dress made Kate shows her true beauty,with the right hair (she didnt tied it up),ughhhh all the details were so amazing you guys shud really watch the re-run on youtube!!
i might post some pics so you can actually portray the wedding :
(OKAY SORRY im gonna back to work..) i WILL continue this post like sooooooooon
i know i havent continue the last post which is Tony pt. 2. err not in the mood to do such post, maybe later ill catch up with that. sorry! im a mess, i know, im not supposed to be messin with my own blog but like wth. what shud i do if i want to write something other than that....... shud i continue it first so that i can write another post after that ? ughhh ok movin on
so yesterday , 29 April 2011 was the day that The Royal Family of United Kingdom (i dont know the correct term of them,lol) or shud i say the monarch of UK or the family of Queen Elizabeth II (ok its not gettin any better) held the most awaited wedding for this century. its the His Royal Highness Prince of Wales William Arthur Philip Louise, Duke of Cambridge (i dont know how such name can fit into a pasport or and ID card?) and Her Royal Highness Princess of Wales Catherine Middleton (omg she got the titled PRINCESS) wedding that took place inWestminster Abbey,London. you guys can google all the details about the wedding itself cos the details was like zillionnnnnnnnnnns if i write it down here one by one imma gonna die, ok.
i just want to say its like THE FAIRY TALE like real real one im not kidding you, not trying to exaggerating something here,seriously. i know some people react way too much but im not blaming them for that, the wedding is every little girls dream wedding shud be. from the ceremony,reception,gown,little details about the guests,the reaction of UK's citizens. all over the top. and it was magical. Kate was like princess with the beautiful gown, at first i think it was too simple but actually it was the right choice, the simple dress made Kate shows her true beauty,with the right hair (she didnt tied it up),ughhhh all the details were so amazing you guys shud really watch the re-run on youtube!!
i might post some pics so you can actually portray the wedding :
(OKAY SORRY im gonna back to work..) i WILL continue this post like sooooooooon
Thursday, 28 April 2011
Tony pt. 1
Dear readers,
i wanna share something-or someone that really matters to me,Tony. i usually call him toniiiiii (with long "i") or syg (indonesian for baby or honey) or lemotubbies (our internal jokes) or mumu (this one actually a nickname he created himself for long time ago and everybody is like calling him mumu also,i dont know wth is that but it sounds funny and cute so i like it yeah :D ). Tony is my 'boyfriend' (a very common labels to use) but i sorta feel like we are bestfriends (forever) that shares a romantic feelings with each other but still act like a friend (well,most of the time ;p) except the fact when im act like a spoiled crazy baby (i only DO this kinda thing to special person) this is like the rare attitude you guys find it in me,lols. you can ask him, well he still surprised sometime cos we havent used to do it to each other but he said he likes to hear my babytalk (YAY!) and i havent finish, HE ALSO like to do it and its so friggin cuteeeeeeeeeee and like sweet to the max!!! cos everybody who knows tony will never ever imagine tony speaks words to me in the same way like he does to others. (omg he is so cute i wanna die sometime) hahaha
okay so far you guys think that oh we are the sweetest couple blah blah ...but please do read this post till the end then i hope you guys will feel what i feel and understand.
me and tony used to be friends with each other for about 10 years until LAST weeks or less than a month ago we finally declare that we want to take this friendship to the next level : romance, weehee :D (YEAH i know we just start to date not so long ago but we both (everytime i say "we" means he admitted to me before and agrees) feel like we already know each other for so long and what matters is how we feel towards each other not the amount of time we spend dating each other.
FLASHBACKING--------
i met him at the 1st junior high school (in indonesian called SMP), he was the new kid, and i was like already in that school for my whole life (kindergarden-highschool,imagine how long that is). being the new kid might be hard for him cos he didnt know anybody and hes quite, like REALLY possess natural quitely or silent attitude or watver i dnt knw how to explain,lol
but turned out that we were in the same gang, consist of 8 people, 7 BOYS and 1 girl (yeah,thats me), i have been always make friends with boys cos i find theyre fun, unsensitive like girls, their can throw and accept sarcastic,mean,bad jokes unlike girls who i feel scared to joke around with sometime (what happen if they cry hearing me telling mean jokes lol) so yeah. and my class is 1C and its the WORST class for teacher but the BEST class for students. we all like really bad crazy students who playsss inside of the class DURING the tutors and seems like all the teachers were already gave up on us. lolssssssss
we run inside the classroom,shouting to each other,laughhhhhhhhhhhh all the time, eat, never doing any assigngments,all the bad things you can possibly do in your early puberty ages (BLAME THE HORMONES,YEAH!)
so in this phase theres no "youre girl youre not fun" or "you are a boy you can hang with me cos ure rude" . NOOOOOOOOOOO . they ALL treated me like i have PENIS just like them, i was one of the boys, and im okay with that cos were having so much fun.
all this fun ENDED when reality hits us : FINAL TEST to 2nd junior high. DANG!!!!
from 8 of us, 4 of us made it to the 2nd jun high, while the other 4 failed the test. (and tony is in the failed group) boooooo :"""(
okay .. time to move on... we separated our way... and grew apart. its not like we didnt talk, we talk also but you know, things went different, different way for all of us and we cant blame each other for that.
not until in the 3rd jun high i started to grow some feelings for tony, and i actually dont remember HOW? or WHY? but the feelings were like blooms like MAD like crazy hahaha me myself was like cant describe on how. (noted that in 2nd jun high i dated of one the 8 boys and didnt work out, and also grow feelings for someone) but you know its like you can like A B C D but you will always have this one feeling for someone. and at that moment it was him, tony.
i love the way he plays basketball, i love the way he so quite (seems cool at that time, omg !) and i love the way he WALKS which is he thinks im WEIRD for this one (i finally told him like days ago on the phone and we were laughing so loud cos he thinks im so retarded that i put details on his WALK and actually enjoy watching it) i know im retarded but what should i do, we did STUPID EMBARASSING THINGS when we were young right????? can i get a YES please? lol
okay to make it worst on valentines day .... (okay this is the most embarassing thing like ever!) i sent him a package of chocolate and teddy TO HIS HOUSE deliver by MYSELF (with my driver at that time) . CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY I DID THAT????????????????? and you know what, after YEARS i tell him this thing he was like WHAT? NO WAY. (YEAH THE GUY FORGOT THERE WERE SOMEONE ACTUALLY DELIVERED A SO CALLED VALENTINE GIFT TO HIM) fuck!!!!!!!! hahahah and you know what he actually REPLY MY VALENTINE GIFT, HE BOUGHT A HEART SHAPED CHOCOLATE which i kept like forever (haha not forever lah,but for long time) AND HE ALSO FORGOT IT. grrrrrrawwwwww , lucky i have some friends that admits theyre remember all this details and convince me im not fantasizing about these stuffs, im still on the ground man, come on! im not crazy ok !!
so we never dated in those school times, he always with a girl, change by times, and my feelings were forever stays there like i cant get over him (eventho i dated someone else) so yeah , me will always have this feelings for tony. but as time goes by i realised its actually just a obessesion based on a stupid curiousity feeling for someone. i can finally admit that im over him, well ... im HEALED. but still everytime i see him i dont know how to act. like arghhhhhhhhh . ok
so for the past one year ive been friends again with him.. and his gf (at that time) and with the others and we were like meet each other everyday, like hangin outs, doing things, having our time. i dont have any feelings for tony, not in million years i imagine that i will be in my position right now cos at that time we are BESTFRIEND. thats it, and we will forever be like that. his gf is a good friend of mine, theyve been dating like AGES. like when you mention tony you can possibly related him to her. like they are the dream couple and i personally believe that. im being the bestfriend, im still the old me, who hangs with boys,jokes like ones and never crossed in my mind to do things that can harm their relationship. i love them.
not until something bad happened to tony and that thing affects their relationship and me(with others) in the middle of their relationship were trying so hard not to involve cos we think its none of our business. its hard when u are a friend to both of them and when something happened, their both tell you and ask you for your advice, believe me,its hard. i was trying to be neutral, i told the girl what i think she shud do,but NOT like force her to do, i was just give advice that can comfort her and suggest actions that can make the situation better not worst. and for him, cos i know its HARD to be in his position, i try to be the 'bestfriend" by listening to him, cos theres nothing i can do other that to listen to all his probs,mumbles,tears,stories at those times. i was just trying to be nice, but me myself i also have problems, i have boyfriend problems, i also busy with my last thesis in order to graduated, im busy with someone that i actually care so much but kinda like took me for granted, I WAS BUSY! but what shud i do if someone sorta like begs you to listen to their problems? are you human enough to refuse? to say that ure busy? to say that ure sleepy or u need some sleep? i cant do that. so what im doing is trying to listen to him, eventho sometimes im tired and i want to sleep and he insisted me to stay awake (it was like 4am in the morn) . sometimes if i cant stand it i told him that im so sleepy but sometimes i was just like keep talking.
day by day...... i enjoy his companion, and he feels the same way towards me. remember that in this phase we still talk like friends. LIKE LITERALLY BOY TO BOY (sometime). all the bad dirty words come out as we speak.
until the day that i decided to move here to singapore.... cos i got the opportunity and seems stupid if i refused it ... and he said that he feel sad to know that i moved... and he told me that he cried. i was like touched by it cos it means that he values our friendship and i finally told him that eventho im here doesnt meant that we stop talk to each other. and yeah things were back to normal..
..............to part 2.............................
i wanna share something-or someone that really matters to me,Tony. i usually call him toniiiiii (with long "i") or syg (indonesian for baby or honey) or lemotubbies (our internal jokes) or mumu (this one actually a nickname he created himself for long time ago and everybody is like calling him mumu also,i dont know wth is that but it sounds funny and cute so i like it yeah :D ). Tony is my 'boyfriend' (a very common labels to use) but i sorta feel like we are bestfriends (forever) that shares a romantic feelings with each other but still act like a friend (well,most of the time ;p) except the fact when im act like a spoiled crazy baby (i only DO this kinda thing to special person) this is like the rare attitude you guys find it in me,lols. you can ask him, well he still surprised sometime cos we havent used to do it to each other but he said he likes to hear my babytalk (YAY!) and i havent finish, HE ALSO like to do it and its so friggin cuteeeeeeeeeee and like sweet to the max!!! cos everybody who knows tony will never ever imagine tony speaks words to me in the same way like he does to others. (omg he is so cute i wanna die sometime) hahaha
okay so far you guys think that oh we are the sweetest couple blah blah ...but please do read this post till the end then i hope you guys will feel what i feel and understand.
me and tony used to be friends with each other for about 10 years until LAST weeks or less than a month ago we finally declare that we want to take this friendship to the next level : romance, weehee :D (YEAH i know we just start to date not so long ago but we both (everytime i say "we" means he admitted to me before and agrees) feel like we already know each other for so long and what matters is how we feel towards each other not the amount of time we spend dating each other.
FLASHBACKING--------
i met him at the 1st junior high school (in indonesian called SMP), he was the new kid, and i was like already in that school for my whole life (kindergarden-highschool,imagine how long that is). being the new kid might be hard for him cos he didnt know anybody and hes quite, like REALLY possess natural quitely or silent attitude or watver i dnt knw how to explain,lol
but turned out that we were in the same gang, consist of 8 people, 7 BOYS and 1 girl (yeah,thats me), i have been always make friends with boys cos i find theyre fun, unsensitive like girls, their can throw and accept sarcastic,mean,bad jokes unlike girls who i feel scared to joke around with sometime (what happen if they cry hearing me telling mean jokes lol) so yeah. and my class is 1C and its the WORST class for teacher but the BEST class for students. we all like really bad crazy students who playsss inside of the class DURING the tutors and seems like all the teachers were already gave up on us. lolssssssss
we run inside the classroom,shouting to each other,laughhhhhhhhhhhh all the time, eat, never doing any assigngments,all the bad things you can possibly do in your early puberty ages (BLAME THE HORMONES,YEAH!)
so in this phase theres no "youre girl youre not fun" or "you are a boy you can hang with me cos ure rude" . NOOOOOOOOOOO . they ALL treated me like i have PENIS just like them, i was one of the boys, and im okay with that cos were having so much fun.
all this fun ENDED when reality hits us : FINAL TEST to 2nd junior high. DANG!!!!
from 8 of us, 4 of us made it to the 2nd jun high, while the other 4 failed the test. (and tony is in the failed group) boooooo :"""(
okay .. time to move on... we separated our way... and grew apart. its not like we didnt talk, we talk also but you know, things went different, different way for all of us and we cant blame each other for that.
not until in the 3rd jun high i started to grow some feelings for tony, and i actually dont remember HOW? or WHY? but the feelings were like blooms like MAD like crazy hahaha me myself was like cant describe on how. (noted that in 2nd jun high i dated of one the 8 boys and didnt work out, and also grow feelings for someone) but you know its like you can like A B C D but you will always have this one feeling for someone. and at that moment it was him, tony.
i love the way he plays basketball, i love the way he so quite (seems cool at that time, omg !) and i love the way he WALKS which is he thinks im WEIRD for this one (i finally told him like days ago on the phone and we were laughing so loud cos he thinks im so retarded that i put details on his WALK and actually enjoy watching it) i know im retarded but what should i do, we did STUPID EMBARASSING THINGS when we were young right????? can i get a YES please? lol
okay to make it worst on valentines day .... (okay this is the most embarassing thing like ever!) i sent him a package of chocolate and teddy TO HIS HOUSE deliver by MYSELF (with my driver at that time) . CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY I DID THAT????????????????? and you know what, after YEARS i tell him this thing he was like WHAT? NO WAY. (YEAH THE GUY FORGOT THERE WERE SOMEONE ACTUALLY DELIVERED A SO CALLED VALENTINE GIFT TO HIM) fuck!!!!!!!! hahahah and you know what he actually REPLY MY VALENTINE GIFT, HE BOUGHT A HEART SHAPED CHOCOLATE which i kept like forever (haha not forever lah,but for long time) AND HE ALSO FORGOT IT. grrrrrrawwwwww , lucky i have some friends that admits theyre remember all this details and convince me im not fantasizing about these stuffs, im still on the ground man, come on! im not crazy ok !!
so we never dated in those school times, he always with a girl, change by times, and my feelings were forever stays there like i cant get over him (eventho i dated someone else) so yeah , me will always have this feelings for tony. but as time goes by i realised its actually just a obessesion based on a stupid curiousity feeling for someone. i can finally admit that im over him, well ... im HEALED. but still everytime i see him i dont know how to act. like arghhhhhhhhh . ok
so for the past one year ive been friends again with him.. and his gf (at that time) and with the others and we were like meet each other everyday, like hangin outs, doing things, having our time. i dont have any feelings for tony, not in million years i imagine that i will be in my position right now cos at that time we are BESTFRIEND. thats it, and we will forever be like that. his gf is a good friend of mine, theyve been dating like AGES. like when you mention tony you can possibly related him to her. like they are the dream couple and i personally believe that. im being the bestfriend, im still the old me, who hangs with boys,jokes like ones and never crossed in my mind to do things that can harm their relationship. i love them.
not until something bad happened to tony and that thing affects their relationship and me(with others) in the middle of their relationship were trying so hard not to involve cos we think its none of our business. its hard when u are a friend to both of them and when something happened, their both tell you and ask you for your advice, believe me,its hard. i was trying to be neutral, i told the girl what i think she shud do,but NOT like force her to do, i was just give advice that can comfort her and suggest actions that can make the situation better not worst. and for him, cos i know its HARD to be in his position, i try to be the 'bestfriend" by listening to him, cos theres nothing i can do other that to listen to all his probs,mumbles,tears,stories at those times. i was just trying to be nice, but me myself i also have problems, i have boyfriend problems, i also busy with my last thesis in order to graduated, im busy with someone that i actually care so much but kinda like took me for granted, I WAS BUSY! but what shud i do if someone sorta like begs you to listen to their problems? are you human enough to refuse? to say that ure busy? to say that ure sleepy or u need some sleep? i cant do that. so what im doing is trying to listen to him, eventho sometimes im tired and i want to sleep and he insisted me to stay awake (it was like 4am in the morn) . sometimes if i cant stand it i told him that im so sleepy but sometimes i was just like keep talking.
day by day...... i enjoy his companion, and he feels the same way towards me. remember that in this phase we still talk like friends. LIKE LITERALLY BOY TO BOY (sometime). all the bad dirty words come out as we speak.
until the day that i decided to move here to singapore.... cos i got the opportunity and seems stupid if i refused it ... and he said that he feel sad to know that i moved... and he told me that he cried. i was like touched by it cos it means that he values our friendship and i finally told him that eventho im here doesnt meant that we stop talk to each other. and yeah things were back to normal..
..............to part 2.............................
place to practice my (already) broken english .........
Dear readers,
okay here comes the 2nd posts of the blog! yayyyy ,still with the euphoria of a new blog u might wanna say :p
Other reasons im creating this blog and make english as a main language so that i can practice my english! you WILL find any gramatical errors,false spelling,etc etc in this blog and thats why i want to say SORRY before,feel free to critize anything, ANYTHING in this blog, cos you can always say watchu u want to say and i can always ignore what i want to ignore, fair enough?? :D
aniway living in singapore definitely change and affect on how you talk esp in english. the accent,the grammar,the sound of it,how you pronounce words. ALL IS BROKEN ENGLISH or singlish. lol
i didnt say i have the most perfect english in the entire world blah blah blah but as far as i know from the first time i learn english the textbook/lesson is always either british or american english. so im used to that, and that is why i cant really accept how singaporean talk english. i admit that NOW IM USING one also (singlish) and NOT proud of it but i dont know its just happen, i cant control all the time how i talk esp when in the office and picking up the phone and like straight up singlish comes out frm my mouth. lol , okay actually the worst part is HEARING singaporean talk singlish ON THE PHONE cos it was like damn!!!!!! hardddddd, especially when they are tying to mention their addresess,names,phone number,etc
i remember one time a guy talk to me TI FAY EI FAY and i was like WHAT??? and keep asking what hes saying until hes like so pissed off and try once again to say the word and u know what ? what he meant to say is THREE FIVE EIGHT FIVE. ... DANG! 3585 fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck you singlish hahahahah
theres still a lot of moments when i was like so frustated but time does heal , and practice makes perfect so yeah next time u talk to me in person or on the phone and i talk like them, do NOT LAUGH at me okay !! cos i cant help to refuse this kinda thing! ugghhh
hahaha no offense dear my fellow singaporeans, you guys rock siao lah!
WELL, NO MORE PLAY PLAY WAISTIN TIME MEHHH IN THE OFFICE ,TIME TO BACK TO WORK LIAO~ lolssssssssss
Kisses,
Audelia
okay here comes the 2nd posts of the blog! yayyyy ,still with the euphoria of a new blog u might wanna say :p
Other reasons im creating this blog and make english as a main language so that i can practice my english! you WILL find any gramatical errors,false spelling,etc etc in this blog and thats why i want to say SORRY before,feel free to critize anything, ANYTHING in this blog, cos you can always say watchu u want to say and i can always ignore what i want to ignore, fair enough?? :D
aniway living in singapore definitely change and affect on how you talk esp in english. the accent,the grammar,the sound of it,how you pronounce words. ALL IS BROKEN ENGLISH or singlish. lol
i didnt say i have the most perfect english in the entire world blah blah blah but as far as i know from the first time i learn english the textbook/lesson is always either british or american english. so im used to that, and that is why i cant really accept how singaporean talk english. i admit that NOW IM USING one also (singlish) and NOT proud of it but i dont know its just happen, i cant control all the time how i talk esp when in the office and picking up the phone and like straight up singlish comes out frm my mouth. lol , okay actually the worst part is HEARING singaporean talk singlish ON THE PHONE cos it was like damn!!!!!! hardddddd, especially when they are tying to mention their addresess,names,phone number,etc
i remember one time a guy talk to me TI FAY EI FAY and i was like WHAT??? and keep asking what hes saying until hes like so pissed off and try once again to say the word and u know what ? what he meant to say is THREE FIVE EIGHT FIVE. ... DANG! 3585 fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck you singlish hahahahah
theres still a lot of moments when i was like so frustated but time does heal , and practice makes perfect so yeah next time u talk to me in person or on the phone and i talk like them, do NOT LAUGH at me okay !! cos i cant help to refuse this kinda thing! ugghhh
hahaha no offense dear my fellow singaporeans, you guys rock siao lah!
WELL, NO MORE PLAY PLAY WAISTIN TIME MEHHH IN THE OFFICE ,TIME TO BACK TO WORK LIAO~ lolssssssssss
Kisses,
Audelia
there is always a first step into something..
Dear readers,
okay this is my i-dont-know how many attemps on creating blogs. haha! usually it lasts only for about 2 weeks then something kinda distracts me.. or laziness or watever reasons that just keepin me stop posting any writings. well..aniway i created this blog spontaneously after i realise i really want to share something that happens in mny life recently or maybe in the future and i find tt that twitter does not suits for what im looking for. Im not saying i wont be using twitter any longer,no,i love twitter but it is a micro-blog so yeah its kinda hard when u feel like want to write something LONGER than 140 characters. i dont want people to think that im somekind of hyper mellow or bragger or like exagerated bitch when i want to express something(i mean if i do it in twitter ppl will think that way) but this is a blog, a PLACE that created for people to share their thoughts/hobbies/passions/watever u name it.
sooooo yeah i made this blog and i hope i can express or write or shout(still need to type it though -_- ) watever im feelin at the moment and continueing to post something in the future. :D YAY!
i realised how rude i am for not introducing myself first.......aight lets see some short bullshit unimportant details about me : (feel free to skip this part)
im audelia, a random girl from indonesia who currently work in singapore, i just finished my bachelor program last december 2010. my friends refer me as a talkative, cheerful, crazy, loud, and other adj words that similars to those words. blahh. hahaha i dont care actually as long i dont do things that harm people :D
i might say im odd,sometimes weird, dreams a lot, and i can be really sweet sometime but when my evil side comes out u might wanna run and think twice to mess with me ;P lols
i love make ups,tattooes,piercings,blog walking/reading/hopping ... i love to drink cold beers, i madly in love with rnb/hiphop music,rap songs but i personally dont putting music genres in a box cos i listens to all beuatiful nice music :D
i love my family,friends,bestfriends,and at the moment i share a huge and extreme feelings (famous as the word "LOVE" ) for my someone special toni (i will post a stories about him later on). eventho we apart miles away and not in the suitable condition to actually be together but i believe we will conquer all the big problems in the moment and in the future.
im so grateful for what i have right now. i cant ask for a better life, i thank God for all the blessings and experiences ive had and i hope things will be as good(or even better!) in the future.
so sit,relax and enjoy all of this things that i share, i hope my blog can at leastttttttttttt give you one positive knowledge :)
Regards,
Audelia
okay this is my i-dont-know how many attemps on creating blogs. haha! usually it lasts only for about 2 weeks then something kinda distracts me.. or laziness or watever reasons that just keepin me stop posting any writings. well..aniway i created this blog spontaneously after i realise i really want to share something that happens in mny life recently or maybe in the future and i find tt that twitter does not suits for what im looking for. Im not saying i wont be using twitter any longer,no,i love twitter but it is a micro-blog so yeah its kinda hard when u feel like want to write something LONGER than 140 characters. i dont want people to think that im somekind of hyper mellow or bragger or like exagerated bitch when i want to express something(i mean if i do it in twitter ppl will think that way) but this is a blog, a PLACE that created for people to share their thoughts/hobbies/passions/watever u name it.
sooooo yeah i made this blog and i hope i can express or write or shout(still need to type it though -_- ) watever im feelin at the moment and continueing to post something in the future. :D YAY!
i realised how rude i am for not introducing myself first.......aight lets see some short bullshit unimportant details about me : (feel free to skip this part)
im audelia, a random girl from indonesia who currently work in singapore, i just finished my bachelor program last december 2010. my friends refer me as a talkative, cheerful, crazy, loud, and other adj words that similars to those words. blahh. hahaha i dont care actually as long i dont do things that harm people :D
i might say im odd,sometimes weird, dreams a lot, and i can be really sweet sometime but when my evil side comes out u might wanna run and think twice to mess with me ;P lols
i love make ups,tattooes,piercings,blog walking/reading/hopping ... i love to drink cold beers, i madly in love with rnb/hiphop music,rap songs but i personally dont putting music genres in a box cos i listens to all beuatiful nice music :D
i love my family,friends,bestfriends,and at the moment i share a huge and extreme feelings (famous as the word "LOVE" ) for my someone special toni (i will post a stories about him later on). eventho we apart miles away and not in the suitable condition to actually be together but i believe we will conquer all the big problems in the moment and in the future.
im so grateful for what i have right now. i cant ask for a better life, i thank God for all the blessings and experiences ive had and i hope things will be as good(or even better!) in the future.
so sit,relax and enjoy all of this things that i share, i hope my blog can at leastttttttttttt give you one positive knowledge :)
Regards,
Audelia
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