when im doubting myself.....

i just pick up the phone and call him. and all the doubtness gone. hearing his voices and laughs make me feel warm. im happy and this is what i want.

gosh, i miss him already eventho we just spent talking on the phone for hours.... for 5 hours to be exact.

i love him, i love tony.

kisses

ok this is will be the last post from the office. imma out soon!!!!!!!

this post shows how many kisses tony gave me once before i go to bed :

*smiling while im sleeping...*,

Audelia

still friends

remember i once said me and tony used to be bestfriend ?? this is one of many proves about how we used to communicate with each other before we took our friendship to the next level :

 *mind the date*

if you guys understand the topic, you will know that this kinda conversation ONLY happens between friends.

bad day

we had our bad days............ but always ends with laughter.

i pretend to be mad at him, actually, he doesnt know that i can't be mad at him,how can you be mad at someone you love the most ?

kisses,
Audelia

bgt(banget.red)

banget means a lot,very much depends on the context of the sentences. it shows a large amount,sometimes means limitless, example : "how much do you love me..?" "i love you so much/ (i love you banget)" :)


see what my boy said to me :

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA  *turn crazy*


Regards,
Audelia

i just wanna say

I LOVE TONI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg he's like the sweetest person everrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!
some people see him as a creepy person but to me he is the sweetest,softest,kind-hearted person ever!!!!!!!!

he rarely say something sweet, but when he said it, feels like he mean it with all of his heart!!!! *melted*

he once said (after i cried so hard bcos he did something i dont like)

T(tony)  : "i will do anything.... to make you never ever cry like that again.."

Me(me) : *still sobbing* "huu........promise..?"

T           : "i promise..."

see?? isnt he the sweetest guy ever...? :") , or hear this one out :

M : "You gotta believe that at the end of the day you will have a happy ending tony..."

T : "yeah im just glad.. in a situation like this i still have you, or i think i will go crazy and mad..."

M : "i hope you will always be happy..."

T : "im happy as long as youre with me .."

M : *melted + speechless* "...............yes yes"

 ohhhhhh definetily will post something like this a lot..................! i want to make a memories about this kinda moment!!!!!!!!!!!!! :')


so.. i just wanna say (if only tony reading this) :
i love you,tony. you,your past,your flaws,your incapabilities,and all about you. let's face the future together, with our hands both holding to each other. :)

Regards,
Audelia

a day after the super royal wedding..

Dear readers,
i know i havent continue the last post which is Tony pt. 2. err not in the mood to do such post, maybe later ill catch up with that. sorry! im a mess, i know, im not supposed to be messin with my own blog but like wth. what shud i do if  i want to write something other than that....... shud i continue it first so that i can write another post after that ? ughhh ok movin on
so yesterday , 29 April 2011 was the day that The Royal Family of United Kingdom (i dont know the correct term of them,lol) or shud i say the monarch of UK or the family of Queen Elizabeth II (ok its not gettin any better) held the most awaited wedding for this century. its the His Royal Highness Prince of Wales William Arthur Philip Louise, Duke of Cambridge (i dont know how such name can fit into a pasport or and ID card?) and Her Royal Highness Princess of Wales Catherine Middleton (omg she got the titled PRINCESS) wedding that took place inWestminster Abbey,London. you guys can google all the details about the wedding itself cos the details was like zillionnnnnnnnnnns if i write it down here one by one imma gonna die, ok.
i just want to say its like THE FAIRY TALE like real real one im not kidding you, not trying to exaggerating something here,seriously. i know some people react way too much but im not blaming them for that, the wedding is every little girls dream wedding shud be. from the ceremony,reception,gown,little details about the guests,the reaction of UK's citizens. all over the top. and it was magical. Kate was like princess with the beautiful gown, at first i think it was too simple but actually it was the right choice, the simple dress made Kate shows her true beauty,with the right hair (she didnt tied it up),ughhhh all the details were so amazing you guys shud really watch the re-run on youtube!!
i might post some pics so you can actually portray the wedding :

(OKAY SORRY im gonna back to work..) i WILL continue this post like sooooooooon